I took the password off of Mike's Vista account, to see exactly what he'd been hiding from me the past few months, I found out, it was all the same shit as before.
Due to these findings, I gave him the ultimate ultimatum. It's either all of us, or none of us. I won't let the children be subject to see how he treats me.
He's been given the next 24 hours to decide whether he wants to make us or break us, and this time, it truly is all up to him. I'm done with doing all the legwork for the relationship, it's time for him to take the helm.
I've given him a very rational piece of mind for him to go off of, and I truly hope he decides to make us work.
His aunt commended me, for knowing that this has gone on throughout the two and a half years we've been together, and staying, trying everything at wit's end to make us work. I do love him, I do believe he is a great person, but how much can one person take of the same shit, knowing the other person chooses not to change, that they discard the other persons feelings as though they were an inconvenience?
Though, is it horrible of me to assume that this won't change, that the next 24 hours he'll only be doing what he's done before, bought time until the next fight?
I do have faith in Us, I'm just not sure that he wants Us.