I've been up pretty much all night, I don't think it has anything to do with my marathon nap yesterday, or the fact that I've drank enough coffee to fuel Chernobyl, I think my sleeping patterns are messed up.
I finally got to see pictures of how Anthony looks now. He is so gorgeous, and you can bet I'm posting them to my TM photos. I'm still so happy I don't know whether to cry or hyperventilate from extreme happiness. I love Anthony, I miss him with all my heart, I need to hug him and kiss him. I just need him to be around me, so the hole in my heart that I feel now is healed. So I'm whole again.
I'll more than likely post another entry, I'm crossposting this to my main blog.